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I did​ it!

How many times today have I thought, 'I'm going to complete my dare. I will write today.' I am currently laying in bed, with heavy eyes, my husband already in Dreamland. I so want to be asleep right now, but I wanted this achievement more. I picked up my phone. I typed this post. I succeeded. Small, but still. I sucked less today (see yesterday's post). Dare for the day: try again tomorrow, and do better.

Sucking

I suck. And what I mean by that is that I take a lot in and don't put much out. Right? That's what sucking is. Part of what starting this blog was meant to be was me putting back into the world my meshed up way of fitting together all the pieces that I have sucked up and moved around to my interpretation and then spit them back out here to make sense of it all. And hopefully have some people start reading it, and if I'm super lucky make some moolah from it, and if it's really blessed, hopefully engage some people in conversation, and if it's truly a God thing, then see lives changed because of their encounters here. BUUUUT, I have only written two blogs. Well, this is my third. I'm tired of sucking. I'm ready to produce. I WANT to put something out. Reasons why I haven't been blogging and have continued to just take in: 1. Life is busy. 2. I feel like EVERYONE and their super cute snapchat filtered dog is blogging. I've never been one to wan